Lately, I've been thinking a lot as usual and I ask myself only one thing "what are you doing?" and to answer my own question: I don't know. It's a very harsh way to live. To know you lost your way. To know you don't feel alive anymore. When the air you breath doesn't smell the same anymore, I wish I was in 7th grade again. I wish I wasn't so fucked up. I'm at war with my head. This is why I chose to leave Laredo (of course other things that matter to me as well) but I don't feel comfortable anymore, to be honest there's only one thing that makes me very comfortable and it's when I go to the bar at mid afternoon, it's quiet, smells like the night before, only a couple of quiet people in there, and I'm alone. that's the only thing. Sad but I love it.
I love bars when the sun is still out on top burning the roof of my head. It's the only time I like drinking at anyways. "Peace" I hope to find it one day.
Today after downloading a compilation I discovered this great album. I thought to myself "wow". So now I'm gonna share it with you.
Out of words. Again.
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